Listening To: "Baby Blue" - The Early November
Today sucked.. someone who supposedly should be there for me for fucking everything, turns out talks a nice amount of shit about me behind my back. yea cuz thats what familys for. jesus christ, grow the fuck up already, and if you see this, yea i know everything youve said. it really means a lot..
I dont have much else to say. I realized that all my "friends" arent so much my friends anymore. so much stuff has happened this past month that im not so sure of anything or anyone anymore. i dont know who i can trust and who i cant.. and people say they care, but actions speak louder then words, and yea no one cares. i just give up with my life, i hate everything about it, i hate how i dont have anyone to go and cry to, and theyll just hold me. it just sucks. so ill leave you with a nice song, thats depressing and it pretty much sums up how i feel.
<3 nicole
I dont have much else to say. I realized that all my "friends" arent so much my friends anymore. so much stuff has happened this past month that im not so sure of anything or anyone anymore. i dont know who i can trust and who i cant.. and people say they care, but actions speak louder then words, and yea no one cares. i just give up with my life, i hate everything about it, i hate how i dont have anyone to go and cry to, and theyll just hold me. it just sucks. so ill leave you with a nice song, thats depressing and it pretty much sums up how i feel.
<3 nicole
It's a faster growing green
That flows through these leaves
I have, I try
I guess we'll be alright
Way to try
I got a line for you from me, better nice
A beautiful baby blue sky that's looking up at you
Now watch it fade away
But it's okay to come around
With nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you worked better
I know you want it all and you got me
Sorry I never was everything you ever dreamed
But kept at bay for just in case that day
But it's okay to come around
With nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you worked better
I don't want you to love me anymore
With my bags packed and ready to go
*Nothing's ever hurt so much* for me than to let you go
That flows through these leaves
I have, I try
I guess we'll be alright
Way to try
I got a line for you from me, better nice
A beautiful baby blue sky that's looking up at you
Now watch it fade away
But it's okay to come around
With nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you worked better
I know you want it all and you got me
Sorry I never was everything you ever dreamed
But kept at bay for just in case that day
But it's okay to come around
With nights like this are never ending
I tried so hard to make this perfect
You and I somehow
We can't see eye to eye together
We always knew that you worked better
I don't want you to love me anymore
With my bags packed and ready to go
*Nothing's ever hurt so much* for me than to let you go