Listening To: "I Miss You" Blink 182
It'd be nice if i could stop listening to this song over and over again.. its so addicting, but in a good way. its like this whole song, i can just relate to so well right now.. especially this part:
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head [miss you miss you]
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head [miss you miss you]
Its just so perfect like thats how i feel.. like ill sit there with the phone and go "ok ill call him" "no no i wont" and its like i wanna hear his voice, but i almost feel scared, betrayed maybe.. but even still i just want him to make it better.. and its like he doesnt need to try and make me fall in love with him, cuz im already completley in love with him..and then ill sit here and be like stop complaining you asswipe and move on with your life, you are pathetic. and yes i do have a this conversation with myself so shut it.. its like i just wish i knew what was going on in his mind.. just the slightest clue.. so im not so completely lost.. but back to the analyzation of this song.. its just so amazing how a song can express how your feeling to an exact pin point.. weird stuff..
I still havent had to go for scheduling yet.. and everyones gone already.. not fair. but i think i know what im gunna take already: child development, business law, mysteries of science, and then i gotta take the new health thing, film studies, writers circle, gym, economics and american government.. and maybe a math class im not sure yet. yea next years gunna be a blast lemme tell you.
Ya know whats really nasty, the smell of the stupid 2gauge in my ear. so fucking nasty.. i cleaned it before and i wanted to throw up from the smell.. ewww.. hmm i think im gunna go clean some cuz tomorrow i think im hanging out with Jess and Jen and we might come here, i really dont know whats going on exactly.. but yea im gunna go.. so ill talk to you all later.
<33 nicole
There's a beautiful sky tonight and
if you were by my side then we could share it but you are gone.
So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars
cause nothing matters anymore.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
if you were by my side then we could share it but you are gone.
So come at me with your moon and burn me in the stars
cause nothing matters anymore.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute
saves the day*
I can’t breathe with these words in my mouth
But I’m not going to say them
Yeah, I've made that mistake before
On the stairs, [he] grabs my arm
Says whats up, where you been, is something wrong?
I try to just smile, and say everything’s fine
But I’m not going to say them
Yeah, I've made that mistake before
On the stairs, [he] grabs my arm
Says whats up, where you been, is something wrong?
I try to just smile, and say everything’s fine
bright eyes*
these are
the songs that
make me smile
and cry myself to sleep at night
when I’m lying
[ without you ]
the songs that
make me smile
and cry myself to sleep at night
when I’m lying
[ without you ]
