Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Mood: Bored
Listening To: Nada
Um yea im so bored right now, no ones online and shaina fell asleep on the phone cuz shes gayyyyy. but whatever. i did some thinknig, and from now on im just gunna tell people straight up how i feel about them. im not gunna hide it and keep it to myself in fear that i might hurt the person, cuz ya know what, lately no one cares about me, so why should i care about them? honestly now? if im mad at you or pissed or you did something to annoy me ill let you know about it, straight up front. if i love you, or you did something that made me smile, im gunna tell you. i figure ill just be open with my emotions and if you dont like it, well then dont talk to me. im not here to make anyone happy, but myself. cuz trying to make everyone else happy isnt working anymore. i know who i care about in this world, whether they care about me back or not, doesnt matter. i mean my life fucking sucks right now more then it ever has, and so many people are nicely contributing to that while theres like 1 person whos trying to make it better, which ironically is the person who started the downfall of events. life is strange like that, let me tell you. well im done. goodnight.
<33 nicole
