Listening To: "I Miss You" - Blink182
Ah i feel so loved.. theres like 6 or 7 people talking to me right now, so weird. Hmm today was a good day i guess you could say, i dunno.. anywho yea i came home talked to bruce a bit, he can really love the adam-appeal that i have going on.. its hotass. then i went out with my aunt to run some errands and go out to eat and the insurance company.. we had some lovely a talks, shes almost like my best friend my aunt, cuz we can talk about anything, guys and just life and not have to worry.. where with my mom i cant talk to her about shit.. so it was nice. then bruce called, and i felt bad that i couldnt really talk and wasnt home for him to stop by, but it was ok cuz i called him back and in the end he stopped by for about an hour and we talked about a lot of stuff. he even bought me grease pins!! so exciting let me tell you, he knows my obession with thee john travolta <333 ahh hes the bestest :) and he gave me a really big hug and it was so nice i didnt wanna leave :( i dunno at least tonight i finally figured out a little bit how he feels, and its always nice to have an idea, i just miss him so much.. he makes me so happy and everything.. i almost feel like im missing my other half, but ya know i still have him as a best friend.. always and forever <3
So tomorrow after school im hanging out with Jess and Megan, i duno what were doing exactly but im sure it shall be a blastttt. and then were all going to open mic night, gunna be hotass.. yea im determined to get in as a couple and save my dollar, ill be jewish i dont mind.. haha woowee. well i must get going and get my stuff ready for tomorrow.. goodbye my love muffins.. i love you <3
<33 nicole
Tonight is a story of love
And two broken hearts set by one
And all [she] wants is a sign
Of how [hes] making her mind
All we ever wanted was
Love and love and happy afternoons
Watching TV from your room
While you're laying in my arms
And I know it's not fair to me
To see this love walk right by me
Say, will we ever meet the right way
Again, again
Tonight I will sit next to you
To see if you act like we're through
To make you laugh is all I want
I'll hold you while tears fill our eyes
