why do your eyes paralyze me, what makes me feel this way?
just carry me away with silence and heartbeats,
as rapid thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel.
i just want to feel this way forever
sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you.
why have I been given the chance to fly,
when I'm not with you I feel lesser alone.
i remember your face, imprinted on angels.
your voice as beautiful, as the sounds of waves crashing against my heart.
time slows down when you look at me,
im infatuated with this, infatuated with you.
it's so hard for me to understand why I hadn't found you before
don't dull away [ hold my hand ]


Tuesday, February 10, 2004
kill me while i still believe you were meant for me

Mood: Weird..
Listening To: "Ocean Avenue" - Yellowcard

Ha oh wow what a day today was.. school was the usual boringness but whatev it went quick so it was all good. Then after school Jess and Jen came over and Jess had us watching Jeepers Creepers 2, so weird let me tell you. Then she was talking to my brother about brent, and yea my brother called brent and left a message on his answering machine, in what he called a "girl voice" going "hi brent.. this is jessica kelly. i love you.. call me my numbers 422-6729.. i love you its jessica kelly" and somewhere along the line his voice went back to being a guys.. it was so funny and jessica wanted to kill him.. ha so yea then they left and she calls me after like 20 minutes to tell me brent actually called her and stuff and she was so happy and we spent  like an hour and a half talking to brent online and hes really smart kid.. it was funny shit that conversation.. haha oh man "how come you dont go to school?" "..I do" hahaha who felt dumb then?? "is your name nicole? assuming you are nicole and your name on lipunx is this, why dotn you ask your brother about these bands.. and why he left me that message on my answering machine" hahaha oh man guess you had to be there.. ok enough.

Then Bruce asked me if i wanted to go grab a bite to eat with him, so of course i said yes and we went and got some food and yea it was nice.. it was nice to see him smile, and a real smile.. i dunno theres just something about his smile, i just love it so much, it makes me feel like everythings alright. i mean we werent together that long cuz i had to be home, but it was just so nice to see him and be with him again.. i missed him a lot.. i still do miss him but in different ways.. i dunno im gunna shut it now.

well im gunna get going.. im quite tired..

<33 nicole

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That
you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow
we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
B
e together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

Posted at 09:53 pm by nicoLe

 

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